Inner Dialogue

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– Why do I have to suffer like this? … Don’t I deserve a little piece of heaven on earth ?!?
Im not a bad person! … I try my best not to wrong anyone! …

– … what about yourself ?! …

– What about myself ! … I wrong myself ?! …
I am strong enough! God knows I proved that time and time again …

– … you are not proud of yourself! …

– I am learning to be … I always thought it hurts more …

– … your self-confidence!!!

– What about it ?! … It comes and goes like with everyone else’s … !!! …

– … we are not talking about everyone else’s …

– Well, I am not used to … I mean, … there she is !!! … this gorgeous, so absolutely bright young woman … how can I keep my self-confidence ?!? …

– … you always have yourself ! … no matter what ! … and she will know that … she will feel more confident to “be”, knowing that about you … !

– Yes … I see ! … … … and, I do have love for her …

– … and so you should ! … You’d be a fool not to!!! … She is a great woman and a wonder-full human being !!! … Afterall, “it takes one to recognise one” !!! …

– Yes, I see … Well, … I know that somehow I deserve her … … …

– … yes, well … the question you are afraid to ask, is …

– Yes, I know … “does she deserve me ?!” …

– … Exactly … !

– Well, … the thing is, …

– … the thing is … you are too afraid to trust … … too afraid to trust anyone with your self !

– … Isn’t that normal ?!!

– … ofcourse it is … that is exactly it !!! … Don’t you think SHE is afraid to trust you with her self … ?!

– Yes, … I see what you mean …

– … you have to trust yourself with yourself first … otherwise, how can anyone feel safe enough with their selves in your hands ?! …

– Yes, ofcourse … ! … you are absolutely right, … ofcourse !
I know that I am strong enough to do that … I … just need to …

– … prove it to yourself ? …

– … exactly !!

– … no, … no need ! … Knowing it, is enough ! …

– Yes … I see … but then, …

– … Easy ! … Small easy steps ! … One at a time ! … … …

– Yes … One at a time … … …

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(“Κύκλος” του 2000)

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